lol.. was confiscated. yup. all becuz of ct
realli feel like slacking....... so i told my parents i wan to quit jc and transfer to poly... but they dun allow and took all my playing stuff away... my comics... zzzz
no life for a week... jus sleep... and rot.. and do tutorials...
result were not good at all... nope... not good at all... phy was digusting after i saw my mcq marks...
wadever.. its onli 20%
but quite demoralising... fist time failing phy...zzz
anywae...
there's class outing tmr~~
hope it will be fun..
vvvvv long never go sentosa lerx... but this time round mayb different cuz going with classmates... used to go there with guzheng ppl one... fun =) i miss those daes...
but this time round also not alot of ppl going..
haiz... disappointing
nvm... it will be fun...
hmm. heard from carissa that wilson confessed to a girl named celine... hmm... but i dunno hu she is... haha... or maybe i forgot hu she is.... lol..... carissa is so funny.... haha..... calling him a despo... hmm... i think not ba... but he is jus lonely? yeah....
see.. i meet loads of emo ppl... or rather... there are alot of emo ppl out there.... yupp... totally agree.. eh.. agree with myself... yupp.lol
haiz....
like reallli got no life ar jc... xian...
shall start taking my work seriously... if not i will end up being the last in class... which i dun wan... duh... hu wans??
o yeah... jingkai got a new blog... haha... quite cute... hamster... haha.lol.
he's is like so funny
there are a lot of funny ppl in our class... think s08 is quite a unique class..
haha
hmm..
wad shall i post...
sometimes there are jus so much stuff to post but when i start typing i will rethink if i should post that... cuz like maybe not everyone can accept it... when more ppl know my blog... and they dunt tag...
soo.. yeah....
haiz... dunno how i feel now... quite empty.... haiz...
too much feelings make me emotionless... confused... dunno wad i am thinking about....
talking to christine now... should be like others also... but everyone seems to be busy... i will be busy too if i can play audition... but i cant.... i am like constantly being monitored and i seriously hate it... i m like practically staring at the piece of blank foolscalp paper.....
life is so meaningless....
kept thinking like wad dajieda always say liike life's meaningless and all... study... work... and in the end we still die....
haiz... sad case la...
something is weird about me nowadays
sometimes when i cross the road i will be like thinking... if i got hit by a car accidentally of cuz ( i am not emo neither am i suffering from depression luh) will anyone be sad or worried?? if i die (choy!!) will anyone come to my funeral??? will anyone know that i actually existed???
hmm... dunno... keep thinking luh.... ( but no worries... i am okay... lol)
think i jus need to chill... so i hope tmr's trip to sentosawould realli help.... yeah.. hope so.
i realli feel like playing... hands very itchy... cannot endure lerxx...
shall come back to post later....
pls help me take this survey...
thanks alot ;)
v long never post a proper post lerx... loll
todae's the last dae of the after ct hols....
time flies... realli quickly...
there's like so much stuff to do already.... i have no life...
tomorrow have to go for cip.... maths va.... and gz interview with the teachers....
no life... tomorrow should be a holidae for me.. aft the disasterous ct...
i shall not give any comments at all... to not to add on to the amount of vulgarities to my blog...
wadever... i shall not give a damn anymore...
but physics spa was okay... nth much..
hmmm... something funny happened... my dad was hospitalised... lol.. it was funny becoz..... its onli mild gastrics after all those scanning which cost a bomb.... lol... 4000 ++
my mum was like... when u grow up go be a doc...
lolll
my mum...
wadever.... i dun give a damn.... i jus wanna be happy and live a life with him and jus die a happy girl....
like after ct.... went to sukisushi at cineleisure.... that's life.... plus we got a free movie ticket... haha... me and pf were quite lucky eh? haha... watched 'the happening'. quite nice... thrilling... scary... gross... and logical... but al ittle unreasonable... haha... plants giving off poisonous substance making human kill themselves.... lol... quite ehh... funny? weird...
haha..... i realise i am crapping so much..
wadever...
anywae happy belated birthdae to jocolyn teo wen xiu aka da jie da!!!
went shopping with carrissa (isit double r????? i always forgot.. psps)
bought two fbts and a pink nike bottle... haha... pink is a bimbo colour meh???
its sweet... haha... wadever... the other color all not nice anywaes...
din buy anything else aft that... zzz.... bu she de spend all my money... need to save for next week... mayb going shopping again...
saw a guess wallet... ahh.. feel like buying... quite worth it... less than 50 dollars... worth right??
and its pretty....
hiaz...
praticaaly rotting todae... no one is free to go out....zzzzzz
play audition... go grandma'a house... home again... dad dun allow me plae audition.... say wad.. like an ite student... wadever.... play secretly.... he wunt know..... heehee....
off to plae......... i am in love with pink!!! hahahahha....
rememberwhen <3
(shall come back to blog later.....)
