i am emo-ing.....
scrolling thru her blog..... make me feel like crying.... make me feel like getting to her once more.... feel like getting to know her right now.... my god..... i really feel like crying...
i have no one to blame but myself.... i wanna have the kind of life with her and others....
regrets.... regrets.... more regrets.....u have no idea at all...... when i see u i am too ashamed to let u see me..... the hatred? the love? my god...... i dont know a thing till u left me for real.... how i wish i can go back in time where we were still together..... paradox of life........ u don tresure the ppl ard u til they are permanently gone................
where are u now? what r u doing? r u doing fine? are u happy?
my life without u is like hell... a cursed one..... u have any idea wad i went thru?
mayb its better that u leave me... yes... i am not a very nice person i am sorry... truly really sorry..... i m sorry for those awful remarks..... i m sorry for ignoring u...... i m sorry for hurting u..... i am sorry for making u cry..... i m really really truly sorry......
i know tat there won b any chance for me to start everything all over again.... it will never be the same again.... the wound inflicted on all of us... but i wanna tell u sth...... if i don cry doesnt mean tat my heart isnt bleeding.... my heart is bleeding and its not stopping.....
i miss u like hell man!
im really truly sorry for everything.
best wishes<3
loads of love<3
u will always be there.... at the bottom of my heart.... waiting for the day to come....
til tat day comes....
dance party :) xp
the appeal form
some china guys came to nj.. haha.. they are really reallt tall...
in my opinion, they look quite gayish haha.. fair... tall...
they had a friendly match with the njcians
quite funny la.... when the scored a few ppl will cheer or jus clap and when our school team scored ppl(including me) were like cheering... hahahahahah
random photo.... @ chingay... stationed jus outside the esplanade
xin cheng
kay wee
shangkai
chi cheng... he ran too fast... haha
random photo.... me and tan min...... kissing...
after road run... waiting for the wrong bus
yile
the nanhua slackers
yun fan
zhen hua
yep... got loads more photos but lazy la...
haha
long time nv blog edi... looks dead...
(mynails are too long that i have difficulty typing fast.... struggling)
tonnes of homework.... chem... gp.. physics... maths...
lets go back in time....
21-2-08
went to njc at 10am... haha... i got accepted :) :0
went to anderson to get the "kicked out" stamp :)
went back to nj again..... dance party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooootttsssssss!!!!
started @ ard 7 plus....but not many ppl went cuz its on a thursday and next dae there's road run.... yeah.... but the mass dance part still fun... danced with xtina,kahswee,leihoi(*eyebrown raising*) hahahah..... lei hoi is super sexy.... how i wish i can dance like her.... hahaha....she make my nose bleed man. hahaha i will miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in the end stayed in the canteen and do last few cheers and went home..... cheering is fun too!!! hahahaha
they did the chain of cheers and when it came to ignix turn's there were onli me and xtina cheering... damn funny.... after that ks and jun he and xtina and me started the ya cheer.... haha... ppl took a long time to join in... so awkward la... haha
i miss njc even though i didnt went there for one day onli....
i m lucky tat i m in!!
22-2-08
road run..... XIANZZZZZ
i hate running.................................................................mostly walking... yep... don care la
within 30 mins can edi wad.......... but there's still 3 mins left but they don alllow me and tiffany to continue....... :( cannot earn points for ignix..... sorry.....
watched the guys run.... haha.... damn funny.... scholar is vvvv funnnyyy.. looking sosososos serious again.... (www.nj08s08.blogspot.com) after road run we went out for a movie :) class outing:)
but onli 2 gals went.... me and pin fang..... so sad......
haha... but its okay la..... go to class blog for full story........hahaha its quite funny
25-2-2008
its monday! there will be 2nd intakers....joining our class :)
liyan.chouyin,leon,renping?? isit??? forget edi... sorry...
self intro and all.......
and there's guzheng prac.....zzz....sigh....
gz is fun but tiring...... really tiring.... no kidding........
( i am damn tired man..... too much homework la cher........haha)
26-2-2008
some activities organised by the library............ go class blog
27-2-2008
wednesday.... council interview.... i was like damn nervous... freaked out when i heard from phong the things the councilors asked him to do..... do a lone cheer and all.... wth
i backed out last minute la.... ....feeling sad about it... but no choice..... i wanna run for gz exco! change everything... yep.....
yesterdae
29-2-2008
special day.... lucky my birthdae didnt fall on this dae.....
went to try out InE... haha... quite crappish... haha... but vvvvvvv funny......
we had to think of ways to tell the teacher y u didnt came to school yesterdae... damn funny... hahaha.... there was one... i lost my keys and couldnt lock the door so i had to stay at home to guard the house..... hahahahahahahahhahahahahahha
and one more by pin fang. i was naughty so my mum didnt wanna fetch me to school.... hahahahah and i dono how to go to school by bus... hahahahahahhaha sounds vvvv lame rite... hahhahaha
after which me and phong went for the make up lecture..... chem...... xian la.....
todae....
tried to wake up early to do homework.... set alarm clock and all.... but failed..... sigh.... i off the alarm and went back to sleep.... i have no self discipline at all............
wanted to go to esplanade library since i was near town area.. but dono how to go there from doby ghaut..... no bus there..... so went home instead...............
till now i am still slacking..... no homework completed yet.......
i am super slack la...... die....... i shall wake up early tomorrow to do my homework.... i shall go to the library to do my homework.... i shalll complete my chemical bonding.... mathematical induction.... kinematics.... scalar and vectors..... gp research...... read econs notes....
o my tian..........i got sosososso much homework to do?????!!!!!!
i am sosososso dead..........
xian la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
