lol.. was confiscated. yup. all becuz of ct
realli feel like slacking....... so i told my parents i wan to quit jc and transfer to poly... but they dun allow and took all my playing stuff away... my comics... zzzz
no life for a week... jus sleep... and rot.. and do tutorials...
result were not good at all... nope... not good at all... phy was digusting after i saw my mcq marks...
wadever.. its onli 20%
but quite demoralising... fist time failing phy...zzz
anywae...
there's class outing tmr~~
hope it will be fun..
vvvvv long never go sentosa lerx... but this time round mayb different cuz going with classmates... used to go there with guzheng ppl one... fun =) i miss those daes...
but this time round also not alot of ppl going..
haiz... disappointing
nvm... it will be fun...
hmm. heard from carissa that wilson confessed to a girl named celine... hmm... but i dunno hu she is... haha... or maybe i forgot hu she is.... lol..... carissa is so funny.... haha..... calling him a despo... hmm... i think not ba... but he is jus lonely? yeah....
see.. i meet loads of emo ppl... or rather... there are alot of emo ppl out there.... yupp... totally agree.. eh.. agree with myself... yupp.lol
haiz....
like reallli got no life ar jc... xian...
shall start taking my work seriously... if not i will end up being the last in class... which i dun wan... duh... hu wans??
o yeah... jingkai got a new blog... haha... quite cute... hamster... haha.lol.
he's is like so funny
there are a lot of funny ppl in our class... think s08 is quite a unique class..
haha
hmm..
wad shall i post...
sometimes there are jus so much stuff to post but when i start typing i will rethink if i should post that... cuz like maybe not everyone can accept it... when more ppl know my blog... and they dunt tag...
soo.. yeah....
haiz... dunno how i feel now... quite empty.... haiz...
too much feelings make me emotionless... confused... dunno wad i am thinking about....
talking to christine now... should be like others also... but everyone seems to be busy... i will be busy too if i can play audition... but i cant.... i am like constantly being monitored and i seriously hate it... i m like practically staring at the piece of blank foolscalp paper.....
life is so meaningless....
kept thinking like wad dajieda always say liike life's meaningless and all... study... work... and in the end we still die....
haiz... sad case la...
something is weird about me nowadays
sometimes when i cross the road i will be like thinking... if i got hit by a car accidentally of cuz ( i am not emo neither am i suffering from depression luh) will anyone be sad or worried?? if i die (choy!!) will anyone come to my funeral??? will anyone know that i actually existed???
hmm... dunno... keep thinking luh.... ( but no worries... i am okay... lol)
think i jus need to chill... so i hope tmr's trip to sentosawould realli help.... yeah.. hope so.
i realli feel like playing... hands very itchy... cannot endure lerxx...
shall come back to post later....
