i am emo-ing.....
scrolling thru her blog..... make me feel like crying.... make me feel like getting to her once more.... feel like getting to know her right now.... my god..... i really feel like crying...
i have no one to blame but myself.... i wanna have the kind of life with her and others....
regrets.... regrets.... more regrets.....u have no idea at all...... when i see u i am too ashamed to let u see me..... the hatred? the love? my god...... i dont know a thing till u left me for real.... how i wish i can go back in time where we were still together..... paradox of life........ u don tresure the ppl ard u til they are permanently gone................
where are u now? what r u doing? r u doing fine? are u happy?
my life without u is like hell... a cursed one..... u have any idea wad i went thru?
mayb its better that u leave me... yes... i am not a very nice person i am sorry... truly really sorry..... i m sorry for those awful remarks..... i m sorry for ignoring u...... i m sorry for hurting u..... i am sorry for making u cry..... i m really really truly sorry......
i know tat there won b any chance for me to start everything all over again.... it will never be the same again.... the wound inflicted on all of us... but i wanna tell u sth...... if i don cry doesnt mean tat my heart isnt bleeding.... my heart is bleeding and its not stopping.....
i miss u like hell man!
im really truly sorry for everything.
best wishes<3
loads of love<3
u will always be there.... at the bottom of my heart.... waiting for the day to come....
til tat day comes....
