results day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
big day man
but my results still not good... disappointing... really...
got 9 for l1r5.......
and worse! i got c6 for my higher chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but weird enough... my english got b3.... funny... i didnt expect it to be like b3... i was thinking b4 very good already...
sigh.... nanhua is sososososososososo lousy!!!!!!!! SAP school somemore... autonomous somemore...
the top scorer is like 8 a1 1 a2.... wth is that???? our standard's dropping so drastically!!!!
i was sososo nervous.... mr yeo was still telling some of them tat someone in our class failed humanities then i was like... oh shit.... some started to cry as usual la...
then i freaked out... went away then went to the hall.... line up in index number...(they still treat us like dono wad...) then listen to some boring shit.... nanhua is so damn freaking inflexible.... other school like know their results already... i was sosososo freaking nervous... everyone was... and that teacher's still yaking away.... living in his own world of attentive students.... obviously no one's listening!
then the principal's turn....
then finally..... i m index no 23!!! so still have to wait for very long time... i was like freaked out really.... i almost cried... i was like willing myself not to cry.....
then.... my friend took her result slip.... open and cried!!! then i was like omg and tears started flowing... damn embarrassing la... quickly wipe away then another girl cried.... i was like stop!!!! don cry.... i cannot stand seeing ppl crying.... i will feel like crying... dono y....when it was my turn.... i was quite calm already.... then i saw my higher chinese result then i sat beside my friend who was crying and started crying also!!!!!!!! really embarrassing... then i opened my reults slip.... i got 9!!!! argh....... y like tat???
ok la... actually also not very bad... but its not up to my expectation... yeah... but lucky i didnt get b or c for humanities.... if not i will go mad... i got A1!!!!!!!!!!! hahhahah
yeah... so...
i really hope i can stay in njc!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh............
anywaes... todae's class with ahma's quite fun.... hahah....
social instituition under seige.... hahah
yeah... true u know... like parents don really care about their kids.. or cannot accept their kids.... behaviour or the things they do... the things they say... and the society is like changing at such a fast pace and the parents cannot accept it... they cant accept their kis' way of thinking....
and there was this interesting question my teacher asked.... would u mind marrying the guy of ur dreams if u know that he is not a virgin.... hmm.... hahahahah....
i mean like its diff.... and its not fair... guys can do wadever they wan but not girls...
yeah....
my parents....
i haven even get my results they already keep calling... wth...
after i get my results i don wanna tell them at all.... they will surely be looking down on me even though they say its very good and all..... then my dad was like so happy i got 9... i was like... how much do they expect me to get??? 10 plus??? i will be damn sad la...
